bio was so ultimate sucky. i skipped like #$#$ questions. lols. i rrly feel like giving up. was darn upset after the paper. i slept at like 1 and woke up at 5.30 to study. so yeah. i might as well just slp and enjoy my hols. i mean it's like since i came to jc. i've nvr passed my tests till now. 'cept for gp. like wth. i'm quite sick of it. i even wore my specs today. urhs. okay. i took up my contacts on the bus 'cus my eye hurts due to the lack of slp.
after the paper. our clique had subway at far east. then we went shopping agn. shaw's lido then shaw's isetan. bought this halter thing frm topshop. hah. my friends say it's not bad so i just bought it luhhs. lols. i like it too. bt i still think i look fat. then we went wheelock after tt. we went to look at bras. lols.
was intending to slp when i come hm in the end i had my own fashion show. lols. so yeah. took pics. the link:
http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2124466508
it has got the bday pics and sm random.
i have spa bio tmr. crap.
| Wednesday, June 29, 2005
oh man. i'm so freaking stressed out. i cant finish studying my bio. am taking a short break now and i have 3mins left. i think if anyone were to talk to now i wldnt be very friendly. ahhhhs.
been thinking whether it's right for me to go jc. i'm quite tired tho i havent rrly start doing anyth yet. thr still isnt much zest in me. so yeah. i still seem to be in tt "i clnt be bothered" kinda attitude uu see.
i btr start doing smth abt myself.
how long havent i had a good laugh? i mean one tt's truly frm heart. i cant describe.
how long havent a rrly been happy?
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more of me and priss. wait till i get my friend to scan it into the com for me. hee.
i'll be back for more updates.
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just came hm frm sch. had spa chem. it's so so screwed. i cant complete the calculations part and all. ayes. think i'm gna fail rrly rrly badly for chem. worst come to worst. spa chem is part of As. i'm darn sad 'cus if this man.
my clique celebrated my bday for me. i went to sch and the gt a red bean bun ready for me. with a candle lit on top. so cute. so they sang me a bday song in the canteen. aiyo. hahas. guess what they gave me as bday present? a guitar!! lols. i was so touched man. thns to all!!!
i've been feeling loved lately.
=)
btr go mug for bio. i dont want to continue failing. at least i'm gna try.
oh yah. and i promise i'm gna pay attention in class n lects next time. i shant play a fool anymre. i'm scared. hee.
| Tuesday, June 28, 2005
sherin just called me to pray for me. when she was praying. i felt like crying man. ayes. what exactly is the problem with me?
oh yah. we saw glen ong, jaymie yeo and flying dutchman just outside the sushi place today. hahas.
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firstt and foremost. i have to thank everyone who wished me happy birthday. i want to thank my clique. those who were thr celebrating with me just now. i knw all of u sacrifice ur time to come down. 'cus everyone's having exams. oh yah. ben, biao, sherin and alvin too. hahas. thank you everyone! esp priss. thns for planning this. i'm rrly touched.
anyway. met priss at somerset. went to have sushi buffet at cine. i was surprised i saw sham, rai and pam when i was standing outside 'cus rai and sham told me they'll meet us ltr. then i went in, i saw tif, mar and kong. lols. so we ate. then benny came. this was quite a big surprise. so yeah. continue eating. then sherin, alvin, ben, biao came with a slice of oreo cake and a candle on top. i love oreo cake. hahas. sang bday song for me. and sherin made me blow the candle frm afar. lols. they gave me 3 white roses. priss told them i like white rose. tt girl. i didnt suspect tt at all. bt they left after awhile. ohhokay. so after tt. i went to the toilet and when i came back. they gt a bday cake ready for me. then we took photos.
left and took neos downstairs. taking neos is so so fun!! hahahas. the whole clique took. i took with gi alone, then with priss alone after tt. spent alot of money. hahahas.
i love my friends!!
i'm happy to have so many ppl celebrating my bday for me. bt i cant help bt feel tt tinge of sadness and heartache in thr.
i miss uu.
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
this is the first yr my mum gave me an angbao.
i'm feeling very touch 'cus many ppl seems to rmb me. i dont expect this.
agn. i'm feeling sad. yeah.
whatever. i shall go mug.
| Monday, June 27, 2005
we exchanged 3 smses.
-i miss uu.
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hmm. am having a rrly bad headache right nw.
i aint too happy. am actually feeling quite down inside. nth happened. it's just me.
everyth starts getting to me. i cried.
-i want to turn back time. maybe for the last time. i desperately want to.
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despite after going through chem for the last time, i still dont quite feel confident. am quite stress over the paper tmr. it's like i just dont understand. ayes. whatever it is. i shall just try my best.
bei dyed my hair for me just now. wanted chestnut bt thr wasnt so gt dark brown instead. the teachers had been bugging me to dye it 'cus it was too obvious so yeah. i shall be an obedient girl and listen to them. afterall, i think my hair looks ugly. the color isnt too bad now. it looks like black actually.
man. i cant wait for the exams to be over. i want the hols!
god bless me with wisdom, strength and concentration for the upcoming exams. give me peace and let me slp well.
god bless my friends. help them through the exams and all the probs tt they've been having.
nights.
| Sunday, June 26, 2005
i dream of uu agn last night. why do i kp dreaming of uu recently? like this june. i just dont get it. nt sure if i've mentioned this before. thr was this night tt i dream tt we were making wedding plans at my hs. and recently, ben told me he dream of us making wedding plans at macdonalds. hahas. tt was quite funny. it's just quite weird tt why is it after 7 months plus after we broke up then i start to dream of uu. why does my maid kept mentioning uu these days? when i'm quite happy with my life then things start to make me wonder agn. i dont quite like this.
last yr my birthday was a monday. so this day of last yr, we spent a quiet and enjoyable day at sentosa. the sun was bright and sunny unlike today, rather gloomy. it might be a simple day to anyone bt not to me. 'cus tt was the first time i spent my birthday with uu, after much hastle, after going through so much on our seperate ways, after so much waiting. i was rrly happy tt day. =)
guess we've bth grown out of getting in and out of the relationship tt we've had. and also, we've bth grown up and knw what we want for each other. we knw we aint meant to last bt just meant to have a wonderful and memorable time tgr. afterall, this is what matters to me. knwing tt u had love me and truly enjoyed being with me is what's impt. if i had a choice, whether to go through what i've gone through, whether to have stayed naval base, i wld still choose this same path agn.
gillian and wei leang. priscilla and yew han. tina and nelson. all these pairing still doesnt seem to change. they just always seem to come tgr. it's just as though we cant see each individual with someone else or maybe even be alone.
my thinking of us have changed. having had is enough. i think leading seperate lives is good for bth of us. =)
although i admit, it still feels good whenever i think of 'us' in future.
| Saturday, June 25, 2005
tt's 8 self obesssed pics i took after coming back frm a run.
pardon me. i'm just too bored. and i cant study!!
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i'm so hungry right now! i'm thinking of salmon or more like sushi buffet. the one at cine. hahas. ohh. and long john silvers. -sluurrrp
ayes!!! i need food!!!
ydae was a good day.
i'm gna start mugging chem like anyth for today and tmr. i hope i can do it.
i'm just so bored. i wish i can go shopping, watch movie and drink coffee tho. i wna go sentosa soon too.
crap. i btr go back to my bks.
gilsy! thns for ur slippers. so sweet of uu to rmb!
>3
| Thursday, June 23, 2005
i seriously think i'm suffering frm insomnia. i just cant seem to slp these days when i aint thinking of anyth. crap.
was alrdy at lido's mango at 8 plus this morning. hahahas. i'm so willing to wake up and go shopping rather than to wake up and study. hhas. so anyway. it was like so jam packed over thr. i can hardly see or grab anyth. some women are just so inconsiderate and rough man. they shld play rugby or smth. they knock/elbow people while shuffling their way through. ayes. i almost lost my balance like twice after getting knocked. lols. tried a few pieces bt none are nice. so in the end, i only gt a pastel green skirt. i found it just outside the dressing room. how lucky was i? lols.
shun came to join sarah and me. we went to the wisma's outlet. it was much btr over thr. at least i can feel the aircon and i had sm space. tried the clothes outside. i never rrly like to go to the fitting room. my 2 friends were like laughing and laughing at me. hahas. alright. i bought another pink red skirt thr.
went to eat after tt.
shopped ard a few more places. bought 2 basics frm gio to match my skirt.
and here i am.
home!!
was supposed to go study with them bt we all decided to go hm. anyway. i had smth on too.
oh yah. i saw nelson's cg friend. tt pretty girl. i dont rmb her name. so yeah.
shall go mug soon! bt i so want to slp.
| Wednesday, June 22, 2005
slept ard 13 hrs. lols. frm 9 plus last night to 10 plus this morning. bt i woke up a few times. yeah!!! finally i slept. lols. bt i wasnt feeling well too.
bt i'm darn turn off by the idea of studying. ayes. thr's stacks and stacks to be memorised. memorising is crap.
i wna watch movie. go shopping. go to the beach.
i so miss the 'hols'.
later!
| Tuesday, June 21, 2005
mugging wasnt productive for me today. so yeah. bt it was fun luhhs.
check out the photos.
tt's it. think i btr slp. i havent rrly slpt for the past week. i just cant slp at night. i dont understand why. ohhs. and when i slp. i'll dream of nelson. bt the weird thing is, i dont even think abt him. it's so killing me!!!
think i'm gna get fever soon.
it's suppose to be a long entry.
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the look-a-likes we have.
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us
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US
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gi n priss. spastic
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me n gi
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gi!
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yucks
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me and gi
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so cute!!!
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yucks. i look so ugly!
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gi's ipod with tt nice green pocket.
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mugging!
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priss. lols. 'sup with tt tortise man?!
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gi.
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stupid me!
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me
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outside the lib
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the 3 of us
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went swimming in the afternoon with priss. it's impromtu luhhs. hahas. i walked thr to meet her. we went to buy food and bubble tea first. hahas. we were snacking and talking. tt stupid girl ask me to swim in the end she didnt even swim luhhs. lols.
meeting gi and priss tmr to study at amk. gna have breakfast before tt.
oh yah. those photos were taken just now.
ciaos!
| Monday, June 20, 2005
yeah. the silly me agn.
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ugly ugly!
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ahhh. i'm shy!
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lalala.
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taken today.
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Why don't you kiss her (tell her you love her)
Why don't you tell her (tell her you need her)
Why don't you let her see
The feelings that you hide
Cause she'll never know
If you never show
The way you feel inside
-nights.
| Saturday, June 18, 2005
Happy Birthday Nelson!
went to far east for lunch with priss. accompanied her to little india to do threading. then went for svc. ciaos after svc to meet steven to go for dinner at pierce. tt's my day.
-end.
i dont quite feel like talking.
| Friday, June 17, 2005
was on the phone with ben till 4 odd in the morning. i cant quite rmb what we talked abt. i guess it's abt nelson, abt church, abt cg, abt priss, abt ourselves luhhs. tt's abt it. i havent been slping much for the past few nights. i just cant slp. i rmb thr was this night i dream tt i was gna marry nelson. and he's the excited one. it was a very weird dream. i dont rmb the details.
so yeah. met gi ard 11 plus at amk. went novena to check out the addidas factory outlet. it's the first time i went to novena since nelson and me broke up. hah. anyway, i gt my bag and my shoe bag bt it isnt frm the factory outlet, it's frm the shop just beside it. like finally i found smth tt's not too bad. went to tangs, then to far east. pac plaza, lido, wisma and we took the train to little india. i went to do threading agn. the lady's skilled man, it was fast and doesnt hurt much. hahas. took a train to the airport to pick them up. waited for smtym. i hugged priss and bth of us teared! oh man. it's like we have so much to say to each other. she's gna call me ltr. think it's gna be another long phone call, which i dont think will till day break man. so anyway, after tt, me and gi went to suntec to continue shopping. she bought a pair of earings and a top frm mng. then we took the train. she gt dwn at orchard to meet bart. thr was this weird guy standing of me in the train and he kept staring and smiling at me! it was darn freaky! hw i wish i had smone with me. ayes.
tmr's is nelson's bday! frm what i knw, his cg will be celebrating for him. he wld be happy 'cus he prefers celebrating his bday on tt day itself rather than before/after.
alright. tt's it!
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went to clementi today for cip at the Children AIDS Society. i realise children these days are quite mischievious.
after that we took a cab down to Ginza plaza for lunch. weiqin brought us thr to try the handmade noodles. we just walked around for awhile. nth much.
me and shun went to JP mos to mug. lols. i was like talking and talking away! hahas. oh yah. with continuous laughter. i didnt do much agn! ahhhs.
i so looking forward to tmr! going shopping with gilsy and we'll pick the girls up after tt!
-nights
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i spent time doing on this alright!
| Wednesday, June 15, 2005
those were the photos taken on mon when we went sentosa. lols. i think we look cheeky in them.
i cant get enough of sentosa. i have to go agn before sch starts.
i still rmb hw frequent i went thr last yr. and of 'cus hw much fun i had. yeah. tt's all i shall say.
havent been feeling too good since last night. called steven and before i cld talk, i started crying. hah. i just think too much luuhs. ayes. darn embarrassing.
i dont quite knw what to update actually. i had a boring day at hm. doing cip tmr at sm childrens' hm. will be muggin after tt with shun and sarah. i want to go shopping! as in productive shopping! i need to do things tt wld make me feel btr. so suntanning and shopping shld be it. bt. i have no time and no money. which is darn crap. so yeah.
and i go on and on.
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this is the second version. so which one is btr?
- tina/teena =)
- sexy seventeen
- 280688
- angmokionorth pri. anderson pri. naval base secondary. catholic jc.
- singapore!
- tinatoh88@hotmail.com
- i am. a procrastinator. full of crap. quite materialistic. vainpot. noisy. pampered. indecisive.
- Loves. orange. black. turqoise. green(my current fav).
- the sun and the sea! suntanning. rollerblading. netball. badminton. swimming. sports.
- shopping. bikinis! clothes! sleeping. eating. talking. music.
- apples. watermelon. oranges. mango. fruits!
- the sweetest buds ard me! nbss clique and current clique.
- Hates. creepy crawlies. insects. breakingup. disappointment. backstabbers. liars. hypocrites.
gillian
tiffany
jaymie
alicia
alicia(nbss)
jillian
kahyee
benedict
kairenk
kenneth
raihanah
weilin
cornelius
michelle
elena
jeslyn
christopher
aloysius
shunxie
the shots.
ndp/club
racial harmony
hollandv
birthdaypics
random sch pics
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