im soooo bored. been staying at hm. ayes. need to get a life. i wna go on a hol. sm nice beaches or whatever. i just need a break.
been studying bd nth seem to get in. hais.
im tired.
| Saturday, October 23, 2004
slpy. slpy. ahhhh. *slap slap. u gt to stay awake tina toh!!!
guess my previous entry was kinda '....' huh. ayes. whatever.
chem prac on thurs. it wasnt too bad. reading was quite close. bd ya. i dont knw man. still nt much confidence.
i need to shop!!!! i wna shop!!!! i wna go to the beach!!! i wna...
there's just so many things i wna do.
why is it tt we always have to say goodbye? cant everyone just stay??
| Wednesday, October 20, 2004
u. ure the cause for all these misery. ure a sucker tt caused misery to ppl ard uu. to ppl whom u love and to ppl who love u. what the fuck is wrong with uu?? u made ur dad angry. u made ur family upset with ur results. u neglect ur friends esp those who have always been thr for u. and nonetheless. ur bf who loves uu. just why are u like tt huh? cant u love them and nt make anyone ard u upset? arent u disappointed in urself and find urself disgraceful?? maybe u shld go find a hole and hide. nvr come out till u knw hw to be a proper human. tt knws hw to love. and then u deserves to be love in return?? ure rrly a freakin -whateverucallit- im sick of uu.
tt's me. abt me.
just fuck off. get off everyone.
| Monday, October 18, 2004
hmm. darn. i have abt 13days left and im still like tt. i seriously do not have much time left.
why is it tt in this world. we cant always have what we want?? even if tt thing is so impt to us? is it just so hard?
| Friday, October 15, 2004
boo. shall say the usual things agn! i still havent actually been studying! im nt doing my best and the darn big 'O's is approaching so soon. like 17days or smth. gosh. im sooo dead man. lols. in fact. im pretty bored nw.
i look forward to after 'O's because im gna get my freedom. i can stop studying for at least like a few mths. bd then agn. totally dont look forward to because. of sm reason. so ya. in fact. if i get a chance. i wld choose to stay this way. hmm. yea. just remain like this. or maybe move back in time even. yah.
anyway. did i mention anywhere tt i screwed up muh prelims and am nt going anyway. okay. nt nt going anywhere bd im going to work. i guess. so yah.
aight. nvr. shall try to work hard and concentrate nw. i guess tt's the most impt things for everyone nw.
all the best!!
*i miss uuu.
| Sunday, October 03, 2004
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im angry. i was freaking angry just nw when i woke up. i've calmed dwn alittle. i cld have written dwn many bad things here in a fit of anger. bd i didnt want to. it definitely wont be nice. and dont ask me what am i angry abt. i do not want to talk abt it. i want the rest of my day to be good.
hadnt been too gd for the past week. trying to keep my head up tho. trying hard. guess ppl who are rrly close to me wld knw whats going on in my life. its nt smth tt i wna share uu. its too personal. too big a matter to me. i do not. i repeat. do not want to cry agn. i have to learn to be strong. i will be hard. i dont want to wear my heart on my sleeves anymre. tt saying is true. when smth bad happens to uu. everyth starts crashing dwn on uu. its scary aight?? they just leave u there alone. breathless. lost. and ure supposed to be able to cope with everyth. yes. i have him. i have my friends. bd my heart, is left to heal alone, my mind, to think alone. because, at the end of it, to stand or to fall, is rrly up to me. decisions are still for me to decide.
like what everyone has been telling me. to concentrate on nth else bd my studies. and of cos, the present. yup. it is the most impt nw. bd. how am i suppose to do tt? when im one, tt lets my heart rule my mind?
complicated. love. tt is.
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