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Sunday, August 29, 2004 dammit. my headache is driving me crazy. if by tmr its nt okay im going to see a doc. i cant even study or look at books nw man. and i feel guilty. i havent studied the whole day for yesterday too. ahh. im having flu too. ahhhh. woke up. went for tim sum at thomson area. came hm. felt sick. slept agn. and nw im here. serious thinking hw im going to do my work in this state. i hate it. i rrly do. | dammit. my headache is driving me crazy. if by tmr its nt okay im going to see a doc. i cant even study or look at books nw man. and i feel guilty. i havent studied the whole day for yesterday too. ahh. im having flu too. ahhhh. woke up. went for tim sum at thomson area. came hm. felt sick. slept agn. and nw im here. serious thinking hw im going to do my work in this state. i hate it. i rrly do. | Saturday, August 28, 2004 first thing first. my hmt prelim paper sucked. agn. sucked. it was so blardy tough man. i dont think i've ever studied this much for hmt before and can u believe it, it was tought aight. im tired. and slpy. i feel drained. suffering frm overdosage of chi. i've been studying hmt for like 5days straight. i havent been well. headache and sore throat, making me feel worse. anyway, shall talk abt my day. went for hmt prelims in the morning then went back to sch for flagday. dearie waited for me so i went to see him first. hee. alright. flagday, then went to raffles place to mt the girls for the pizza hut treat. then came hm. im too tired. alicia's at my place nw. so ya. doing sm catching up and chilling out. guess i will slping early today. i badly need a gd night slp!! ahhhh -i miss uu. | Sunday, August 22, 2004 damn. awoken by a nightmare. i dont rrly rmb what was it all abt bd i guess its sm girls quarreling thing. hahhas. nvm. i cant rmb. i so nd a hug frm him at tt moment. bd i wldnt mind getting one frm my mum too. hahas. i just nd one. so i checked my phone and i gt a msg frm him. hahas. i sooooo wanna shop!!! i realised i havent been to town for a long time. ahhhhhh!!!!!!!! shopping!!!!!!!!! hahhas. shucks. im hungry nw. *stomach growls. ciaos!! | Saturday, August 21, 2004 believe it or not. its gonna be the end of the day and i havent study yet. had tuition tho. went for eng course agn. cant believe we act spend 15 bucks every sat without learning much. hw nice ya? lols. next week is the last lesson bd im nt going because i have my hmt prelims. speaking of tt. im nt even halfway through. hais. nvm. hahas. at least im moving alng huh. lols. came hm. talked to my dear. watch tv then went out agn for lunch with bei and bro. oh. did i mention my bro found out tt im att. damn funny laa tt part. whahahahhas. after tt i came hm. talked to him. watched badminton match. tuition teacher came. asked her to watch the table tennis match first. ahhahas. so ended up watching and then had tution after tt. tuition was okay and all. bd bth of us were feeling lethargic. hahas. and nw. im here. nth much after tt. watching tc nw still. im totally nt at all in the mood to study man. alrights. ciaos!! | Wednesday, August 18, 2004 its the end of common test. so fast huh. guess i'll do badly. i have no confidence at all. had only a maths paper today. its definitely screwed. lols. as usual man. i came hm str8, after a maths remedial. was feeling kinda unwell. giddy. bad headache. stomache and all. dont feel like going out. came hm. talked to dearie for awhile before he heads out for his jamming session. erms. might be meeting him for dinner ltr on. i havent actually eaten a proper meal for the whole day. dearie gt pretty frustrated just nw when i told him. hahas. saying i dont knw hw to take care of myself and all. im suppose to feel bad. bd instead. i feel soo cared for. hahahahs. aint i bad?? =pp anywa, i feel like eating roti prata at jln kayu. hee. shall suggest. okie doki. i better go study for my hmt prelims. ciaos!! | Sunday, August 15, 2004 cried as i was reading our blog. was feeling kinda sad. may be due to tt nightmare i had last night. scary. so ya. i dont actually knw what i shld type here. nvm. ciaos. | Saturday, August 14, 2004 shucks. just realised i dont actually have enough time anymore. prelims is sooooo near. im having my hmt prelims on the 28 and i havent touched anyth yet. anyth aight. gosh. there's like 8 handbooks to study!!! omg!!! hais. how am i suppose to squeeze everyth in?? plus i dont pay attention in class. arrrrrrggggggggghhhhhhh!!! hate it. adding on to this. common test starts on mon. how nice. started on revision bd ya. starrted see. nt done. lols. im still nt to motivated enough!!! aight. blogging on the other blog abt yesterday. ciaos!!! tuition gonna start soon too. | Tuesday, August 10, 2004 hais. im bored at hm. no motivation to study agn siahs. ahhhh. spank me!!! dear. u have the authority. lols. havent actually been doing anyth. tv. bks. com. phone. eat. slp. hahhas. stayed hm for 3 days str8. havent done this for a long time siahs. i want the hols!!!! come back here!!! watched ndp yesterday. pm goh. *3 cheers for him. lols. the fireworks was great. hw i wish i was there. it will be cool. nvm. still have nextt yr. erms. guess i better leave soon. gt to get myself into the mood to study. ciaos! miss ya. my baby. | Sunday, August 08, 2004 just woke up nt tooo long ago. had been a long time since i slept for sooo long. and soundly. nice. slept like ard 9.30 or so i think. went for a drink with tifi after going to the library. same place. esplanade. bd i bought it this time round. she was in sch tee. been a rrly long time since we drank and gone out together. drank and talk. yea. tt's just it. i took a cab hm when i reached yck. was rrly tired. talked to dearie after i gt into bed. didnt talk very nicely. he didnt like me to drink after i make my confession. so ya. kinda bad. i think my life's quite in a mess nw. due to my poor mangement. if nt who else huh? bn crying. i think i have to be sure and firm of what i want. i hate it when i hold back. like what i told my sis. im tired of explaining to my actions to everybody. my family, my friends and all. bd i have to. there are just sooo many questions waiting to be answered by me. tho smtimes, i rrly dont knw what i can say. i dont want to regret. i hate regrets!! im selfish. im contradicting. can smone just tell me what to do?? baby. i love uu. i rrly do. |
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