feelin' bored and abit moody nw. and i have absolutely no idea why. hais. guess im mood swinging too. seems as tho quite abit of ppl are. actually. hahhas. woke up early this morning just for a darn boring course. then reached hm ard 11 and i slept till nw. i havent had my lunch yet. so ya. hmmm...guess im going to study ltr. havent actually been studying. was kinda unwell yesterday. plus, i'll be going out tmr so i better. oh ya. and i just remembered i have tuition ltr. hais.
alright. actually i came online just to check if dearie's online. bd he's nt. so.
ciaos!!!
i see a booooooooooorrrrrrrrrriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnggggggggggg day ahead!
| Wednesday, July 28, 2004
urhs. had been rather busy these days. shall make this a short one. gt to rush.
went out with mum, bro and sis in law on sun to get me and my mum's dress for bro's wedding. i thought i wldnt be able to get one like this soon bd well. i did. its a tube dress frm daniel yam. any idea?? hahahs. erhs. and i nd to slim down!!!! *scccccrrrrreeeeeaaaaammmmmssss ahhahas. i dont wanna look fat on his wedding man. so many ppl ard. yes. i am vain. hahas. okay.
yesterday's game was postphoned to sat. and i have course. no idea man. hahahs. vs vengeance tmr. all the best to me!! and to the teams playing tmr!!
erms. and yea. looking forward to going to the harvest event on sun with the babes and of cos my dear. he's the organiser. and oh ya. his friends. gues we're all going to have a gd time.
cya!!!
| Monday, July 26, 2004
i guess i have sorta come to realise that im a pretty bad person. a bad gf. a bad friend. a bad daughter.
bad gf. sorry dear. rrly. for everyth tt i've done tt hurt u. making u sooo miserable at times, for the past months tt we've been together. i have done little little things. bd i guess, they are insufficient. it cld have been better. ya?? i know. and i will try to do whatever i can. well, we've talked abt all these just now. so i shant say much abt these. wait. dear. im nt saying tt ure demanding and all or anyth here yea?? im just glad tt i get to hear everyth just nw. and i am willing to change. i love uu.
bad friend. well. hw shld i go abt this? firstly, guess i shld apologise to all tt i've offended. neglected too. sorry. rrly. to rai and jill. and also to ppl tt have gotten involve in this. i guess tt netball thing is for me to blame. if i had stopped tifi frm even planning to report, this thing might nt have happened. if it werent for me, we wldnt have this blog war or smth. nw tt it nt only concerns me, bt the others as well. gi, tifi. if i hadnt bitched. everyth i guess. will be fine. i wonder if things will get better. if it does. then tt's the best. if it doesnt. guess i just have to accept it cos i am to blame. ya?? tifi and gi. im sorry i gt the bth of uu involved in this. ya. tt's it. just sorry. and tif. more apologies.
bad daughter. i dont knw what can i say. bd well. all i have to do nw is to apologise to everyone. if i hadnt mention ur name here, and i have offended u b4, im sorry too.
anyway. i dont think im suffering frm low self esteem. just ya. facts. tts it. facts.
| Saturday, July 24, 2004
rai. -u don't have to apologise to me at all. there's nt a nd to cos u didnt do anyth wrong. anyway. i dont mind jill playing for valiant. at all. rrly. if nt i wldnt have actually congratulated u and jill for winning. im sorry to have actually hurt u or anyth. rrly.
go check out tiffany's blog ppl.
| Friday, July 23, 2004
jill. i guess there's nth much for me to say to u nw. i dont know what i shld say. shld i clarify things?? shld i get angry and pissed and all?? should i start rattling here? with all the vulgarities tt comes to my mind? i rrly dont know.
i guess its okae. shall just leave smths unsaid. anyway, i dont think it matters anymore aight? cos its like what u say, we can nvr be friends like how we used to be agn. im sure u wont me to be one agn for i dissapoint u agn, and agn.
still. thns for being with me through those bad times. i appreciate. seriously i do. esp abt nel. i know u've bn helping. thns.
im saying all these nt because i dont want us to be friends agn. its just tt, i find it useless and meaningless to go abt telling u and explaining to u abt everyth. i wont know hw to too. so ya.
sorie for nt being a gd friend to u. and maybe to sm others. saying sorie may nt be of use, after smone "a tight slap" bd its the only thing tt one can do.
there's a word i've learnt. intergrity.
| Saturday, July 17, 2004
haven't actually been blogging for a long time. less frequent nw. busy with everyth man. i dont seem to have anytime to rot to laze ard anymore. anyway. i guess i'll be staying at hm for the whole day. see a rrly boring day ahead. hais. shall study abit here and there. hadnt been doing tt and ya. it feels kinda bad. hmm. aight. shall blog agn ltr.
| Sunday, July 11, 2004
i know i blogged just nw. this is like my third entry for today. excuse me. im tooooo borreeeed. i cant seem to do anyth. don't feel up to it. anyth man. hais. had been like rotting for the whole day. i feel like towning, bd i just went yesterdae and there aint much for me to do when im pretty broke. i feel a nd to study, bd im definitely nt in the mood. so yup. hais. and my stomache feels bad.
it actually feels quite bad knowing tt i wont get to talk, hear or msg him for the whole day. yesterdae wasnt as bad because i was in agony. hahas. plus i did went out for awhile. hee. its like u woke up knowing tt u wont get to hear frm the one u love. yea. tt's the kinda feeling tt i have right nw. erms. well, i did get to talk to him last night bd he's like busy. abit distracted too. at least he called me, and at least i get to hear frm him. so ya. still happy. =)
*im bored im bored im soooooooo darrrrrnnnnnn boooooorrrreeeeddddd!!!
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stayed hm yesterdae. studied for awhile in the morning until my cramps started. rrly bad. rrly rrly bad. happened quite a few times before in the past and usually i have to go to the docs and get an injection. cold sweat, pale, weak and everyth. yesterdae, i decided i dont want to see a doc. i was actually alone at hm, then i called my mum and she sent my maid hm. my maid applied oilment and everyth, gave me panadol and kept talking to me. she was afraid tt i will pass out. lols. bd soon after she left. i did. i din actually fall aslp, i passed out. hais. and after tt, i was fine. bd it still feels weird nw.
went to the zara sales, with fifi. in the late evening. bought a skirt. bro paid for it. wanted to get a top, bd my bro said its too big. when bth me and fifi think its okae. bd whatever. alrites. waasup with me and zara skirts. hee. i have 5 skirts nw. 3/5 is frm zara. hais. i wanted to get tops actully. bd nvm. we went to eat at lido then taka then went hm. nth much. i took a bus hm. kinda rare. i will usually take a cab hm after 8 if there's no 825 and no one to accompany me hm. esp after i gt attached. hee. well, dear's in sm chalet. so ya. im independent!!! alrites.
ciaos.
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| Monday, July 05, 2004
had bbq last night to celebrate sis's bf's bdae. it was smwhat like a last min thing. din rrly hang ard tho i know sm of his frens. was in my rm until dinner time and after tt. my sis and the bf gt me to go down ltr, after sm of their friends left. talked and laughed with them. they showed me sm of their blading skills and asked me to join them the next time they go blading. okae. 3 of his friends(guys) bought him this skimpy female lingerie. gt him to wear it and do sm lap dance. lols. it was damn funnie.
anyway, was planning to watch euro, one of the reason why i stayed up. i slept at ard 2.30-30 so i din watch euro. dearie kept asking me to slp cos i was having a headache. and ya. luckily i did cos he was saying tt it was a boring game. he stayed over at kenneth's place. with jacky, wee seng and desmond.
today.
weeeee~~~~~~ i had a wonderful day today. wonderful. great. yup. tt's it. went suntanning at yck in the afternoon with dearie. spent smtym soaking in the water too. hee. then, we went to eat macdonalds. had a craving for big n'tasty. hahahhas. i've been eating alot. and nt only alot, bd unhealthy fd. hais. hahahhas. no wonder im 'growing'. right dear??? lols. okay. get back to the story. erms. went to the library. to so called 'study'. did alittle only. went to buy vanilla coke. another of my craving. hahas. and nw. im hm. just gt hm nt long ago. dearie sent me hm. cos it was late. and he wants to. hee. *grins.
ciaos!
| Friday, July 02, 2004
interesting article from the papers today.
What true love is :
Beyond a few compaitibilty issues, notably religious values, and perhaps language of communication, it is unconditional love tt distinguishes a successful marriage frm a mere contract, nt a resume.
No one shld expect his spouse to be perfect or up to specifications, or worse, to be in his image and likeness.
Contracts stipulate, " I will do my part if you do urs." This would, no doubt, require a full investigation fo the contract's terms, including everyth there is to know abt the prospective spouse.
Love, on the other hand, means "i will do my part even if u don't do urs." It means living to make the other happy, nt using each other for gain or satisfactionm bd giving w/o counting the cost, sometimes at great sacrifices.
Conjudal love is nt merely s sentimental bd an act of free will to grow together, sharing everyth including oneself, having children, with fidelity and exlusivity until death.
I agree u ned to know enuf abt ur prospective partner for life, to "open bth eyes bth u marry". This wld seem to require many friends of the opp sex whom one gets to know socially and platonically.
aight. think i shld stop here. erms. all these concerns marraige bd arent they quite true?? hee.
anyway. shall talk abit abt today. its 3mths anniversary for me and him. we spent our afternoon in sch playing bball and soccer with his frens and tifi. havent stayed in sch till ard 6 plus w/o any particular reason for a long time. it was fun. rrly. it was a cool way to spent an anniversary. i don't mind at all. because im with him and because he's happy. yup.
ciaos!
PS: thns fifi. for staying with me.
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