arrrrrghhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! sch's tmr!!!!!!!! i hate it!!!! and the best part is, tmr's my bdae!! sccccccccrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeaaaaaammmmmmmmmssssssss. hahahas. tt feels gd.
smtimes, i just don't get my parents. i know they care for me alot, bd at times, it rrly seems like they care abt my studies more than anyth else. like nth else matters besides tt. it makes me frustrated and irritated. e.g. i went out today telling them tt my frens are celebrating my bdae for me. bd she called me a few times to ask me if im going hm and stuff. like, cant i just spend one last day of the hols, my bdae celebration, happily, without anyth on my mind. whenever its my bdae, since quite a few yrs ago, they behave as though its nt their daughters bdae. no wishes, nth. my bro's usually the one tt buys the cake and gets everyone together. so what if i get rrly gd bdae presents?? hais. pathetic yea. tt's my family. parents come hm late, busy with work, and work and work. they don even know whats on my mind, whats happening in my life. its been sooooo long tt i don even wish to talk abt this. tt i don even wish to tell them anyth. okae..maybe smtimes..bd ya. whenever i come hm in the evening, there's no one at hm, no one to talk to. tt's why i don't rrly like to come hm before 9. very little ppl know this side of me actually. i think.
aight. i feel better nw. okae. gt to go. dearie waiting for me to talk!! one last thing. dammit!! sch's tmr!! hee.
ciaos!
| Saturday, June 26, 2004
okae. nw i have to type agn. who the heck called me when im trying to post my entry!!! sccccrrrreaaaaamssss!!!!!
=] anyway. as i was saying. will be going out later. sis will be giving me a hair spa as my bdae present. and i might want to be adventurous and do smth to my hair. i dunnoe man. so if i were to rrly try smth new, then it will be like what gi said, " then we'll all see a new tina on mon". so yah. hahahhas. we'll see. we'll see. and ya. after tt or maybe before tt, i might be going shopping agn. i nd to get new slippers and a new hairband. wanna check out new clothes too.
aight. shall whine and grumble and all abt sch tmr night. tmr will the last day of hols. will spend it well, and of cos, spend it with him. we'll be going sentosa, and also, in a way, to celebrate my bdae.
ciaos!
| Friday, June 25, 2004
there are a few interesting articles below. read them. esp for those ppl who are bored. =]
enjoy!!
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Who pays for the date? What does it mean??
Who picks up the tab can be the most important and telling moment of the date when it comes to shedding light on what the future holds for the two of you as a couple. Sometimes, picking up the check is a way of sending a strong message, especially at the beginning of the relationship, when every nuance gets a play-by-play analysis with your girlfriends. Sometimes, it's simply a reflection of not knowing what to do. Either way, who pays for the date often sets the tone of the relationship.
This social situation didn't always exist. Back in the day when your mother was dating, there was no question about who would pay for the date. Now, with the women's movement and more job equality, dating roles seem unclear to many people, and mixed messages abound. Much of that is a result of women not knowing what they want, leaving each to decide if she wants to feel like she is being courted and wooed or insulted if she doesn't feel "equal."
Here are three things to consider about messages you and your dates are sending to each other:
1. Chivalry is not dead. Men are pursuers — and taking a woman out on a date is part of the package. If a man is interested in you, he will want to take care of you by paying for you. If you accept his pursuit, you are sending him a message that you like him and are pleased with his chivalrous conduct. If you offer to pay out of politeness — and he says "no" — and you accept that, he will feel appreciated but still able to feel he is courting you. However, if you decline and insist on paying your own way, he will most likely feel rejected, not to mention embarrassed by the rejection.
2. If a man does not offer to pay, or if he asks you for money for your "half," most likely he's not all that interested in you. Men who are in pursuit of permanency want to impress you. If they don't make the attempt, consider it a red flag. And watch out for the guy who keeps making you pay for the dates. There are always legitimate excuses, such as he forgot his cash card, he left his wallet at home, etc., but after one mishap, it could be a sign that you may be more interested in him than he is in you.
3. If you offer to pay and he accepts, the message is not as clear cut. If your date has attempted to be chivalrous and then you offer to pay, he may not know what to do — he may say "yes" to try to please you, or he may accept because he wants you to pay.
Buyer beware — if you start off the relationship paying often because you make a lot of money and want to be in control, you may resent it down the road. That's why it is so important to know why you offer to pay, if you do.
Some women offer to pick up the check because they feel guilty if a man spends money on them, don't want to feel "obligated," or want to test their dates to see if they'll accept as a way of measuring affection. Still others feel undeserving of being treated. Whatever the reason for offering to pick up the tab, if you don't mean it, don't offer. Live with your discomfort. Otherwise, you may toss aside a great guy based on his money behavior that was brought about by your actions, not his real desires and motivations.
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Guys: What matters most
For all their similarities, guys also display great variance. As satisfying as it would be to cynically insist that every man on earth is interested only in willingness to copulate, bust size, leg length and sympathy to scheduling issues during football season (in that order), it's not a fair judgment. Many qualities guys look for are intangible, so if you're in the market, be advised that most men value these features above all others.
1. Tolerance
This is often interpreted as "sympathy to scheduling issues during football season," but it's really much broader than that. Guys like what they like — whatever that may be, and it will certainly differ from guy to guy — and though they might make an effort to respect your feelings about their pastimes and viewpoints, they're not likely to change them for you. Guys want to be with women who don't roll their eyes when they head out to play D&D or insist that a visit to the shoe store is more important than hockey playoffs. Respect their idiosyncrasies and they'll respect yours.
2. Compatibility with friends
His friends aren't necessarily going to become your friends, but you need to be able to stand their presence. In fact, it would help if you like them a little, always remembering that they are his friends, so a certain boundary needs to be respected. There will be times when he wants to be with them rather than you, and if you like them it'll help clarify why. Similarly, a guy's friends and his relationship do not fill the same section of his heart: he needs both, and prefers when they fit together comfortably.
3. Honesty and decency
Men don't like being cheated on or lied to any more than women do. If you're a chew 'em up and spit 'em out type, your life will be a string of one-night stands followed by a bitter spinsterhood. You man must feel he can trust you without question, and it is your behavior that will ensure he does.
4. Independence
This is a tricky one, and it doesn't apply to every man in the wild, but there's a good chance he prefers to be with someone who can own and operate their daily lives. The complaint that he needs his "space" when a relationship sours is actually an indication that he feels constricted by your failure to manage your own affairs and respect his occasional need for privacy. You made it to adulthood without him; surely you can continue being self-sufficient now.
5. Comprehension of differences
Men, being from Mars, think before they feel. When men discuss problems, they do not commiserate, they offer solutions. This creates a huge communication gap in relationships, because a woman wants emotional support while the guy uncomprehendingly suggests a resolution. Neither side is right or wrong, but women are hard wired to be feelers and men are hard wired to be thinkers. Understanding that he is not being callous or short when he tells you what he thinks rather than what he feels will score you lots of points.
Men are complicated beasts, and it's no wonder that women still struggle to figure out what motivates them. We're all people, but there are some fundamental differences, and equally fundamental misconceptions, in what each gender wants from the other. But men aren't the shallow goobers they're sometimes made out to be, and giving them the benefit of the doubt in this will mean lots of potential mates from which to choose.
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Dear Trish,
I’ve been dating a lot, both online and off. I keep meeting great women — they're exactly who I want — but at some point, I chicken out. I end up either concocting excuses for breaking up with them, or behaving badly so they’ll break up with me. Why can't I stick with my dream girl?
— Vacillating in Vallejo, Calif.
Dear Vacillating,
Your problem isn’t uncommon. You’re obviously interested in dating or you wouldn’t be active — online and otherwise. But there could be many factors contributing to your inability to stay with the “great women” you choose.
Look deep into your feelings to discover why you’re not willing to stay with a woman you find so beguiling. You’ll probably find that you walk away from these relationships because you’re struggling with one or more of these four common problems…
COMMON PROBLEM #1: You’re not really ready to settle down. Is it possible it’s simply too early for you to feel comfortable being in an exclusive relationship? Timing is everything, and if you’re not ready to commit, you shouldn’t force yourself to do so. But it may not mean you have to break up, either. There could be some middle ground.
SOLUTION: The next time it starts getting serious with a woman and you feel the urge to move on, try talking to her about it first. Explain that you like her, but you’re not quite ready to be exclusive. See if she’d be interested in seeing you under more casual, “dating” circumstances. And be sure you explain that it’s your readiness that’s an issue, not her personality. You’ll not only get points for being honest, but she might be willing to stick around a little longer to see if you change your mind.
COMMON PROBLEM #2: You’re never satisfied. Are you fickle? Do you find yourself suddenly feeling there must be someone out there who might be better suited, better looking, or better connected? Someone who could surpass the “great woman” you’re currently with? If so, there’s a good chance you’ll never be happy with what you have because you focus so much on what you think you lack.
SOLUTION: Get serious about identifying the traits you really want in a woman – and the kind of relationship you want to achieve. Write this down and commit yourself to pursuing only women who possess the characteristics necessary to give you what you want. Be mindful not to focus so narrowly that you create an impossible ideal, but make sure you’re very specific about your must-haves. This will increase your chances of finding – and committing to – the woman of your dreams.
COMMON PROBLEM #3: You’ve got commitment issues. Since it’s happened several times, you could be a “commitment-phobe.” Are you afraid of committing to anyone? This is a common fear – particularly among men – that could keep you single for life.
SOLUTION: Seek out the services of a psychologist who can help you deal with the deeper issues that manifest themselves in your fear of commitment. Identify tools you can use to overcome your fears and begin to see commitment as an opportunity, not a death sentence.
COMMON PROBLEM #4: She’s not really the one. On closer inspection, you find the fit not as comfortable as you thought. Perhaps she exhibits a behavior that drives you mad. Or maybe you’ve just realized that, although she’s a wonderful woman, your lifestyles just don’t gel. Despite knowing you’re not right for each other, it’s not uncommon to second-guess the decision to break up with someone who’s great on many levels.
SOLUTION: If she’s not the one, she’s not the one. Assessing the potential for lasting, true love is not the same as gauging the potential of an incumbent politician. An approval rating of 65 might be enough to get a president re-elected, but it shouldn’t buy anyone even a single term in the race for your heart. Owning up to what you want and committing to getting it is great, but, frankly, when you know it’s right, you just know. Checking things off a laundry list of “must-haves” isn’t going to put you over the top – even if she fits your entire list.
Whatever you do, don’t give up on love. It can be frustrating to get close, then have to walk away. The key is to determine if your motives for breaking up are good (incompatibility, bad timing) or bad (fickleness, fear). Getting clear on the why’s will help you improve the how’s and increase your chances of getting the what you’re really looking for.
Despite the challenges many singles encounter in searching for stable, loving relationships, most persevere in their quest to live happily ever after in stable, loving marriages. In fact, approximately 80% of singles who sign up on Match.com say they’re seeking a long-term, committed relationship or marriage. And, perhaps more importantly, calculations based on site resignation data indicate that more than 200,000 Match.com members left the site in 2003 after finding the one special someone they were seeking.
So keep looking, and let me know how it goes!
ASK YOURSELF THIS: Am I too fickle? If you’re dating a lot of people, but committing to none, it could be because you’re too fickle. Perhaps you enjoy the attention of several interested parties. Maybe you crave the adrenaline rush that comes from balancing several suitors at once. Whatever the reason, fickleness isn’t attractive over the long haul. You could be missing out on a perfect partner simply because you’re too busy seeking adulation. Learn more about Trish or send her your own question to asktrish@match.com.
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Fashion don'ts for daters
When it comes to fashion for dating, ignore the looks on the runway. Forget about what you see in catalogues. And don't go even go near a mall until you consider all the obstacles your dating ensemble could endure: a spilled glass of wine, a long evening with no opportunities for adjusting, a situation forcing you to lean over a bit too far ... there's a lot to absorb.
So let's just start with what not to wear:
No on the low
This goes for low-cut shirts and low-rise pants. While he should be looking at your great pair of eyes, he'll be looking at your great pair of something else. And then you'll have to worry about which bra to wear, too. And the low rise pants? Well now you've added underwear to the list of clothes you have to carefully pick out.
Don't let your clothes do the talking
Why bother behaving like a drama queen when you've got it written across your chest? I know these novelty shirts are cute but the dating world is not the place to announce that you're a "gold digger." And how's your date supposed to feel when you show up wearing a shirt that says, "Mrs. Timberlake"?
Keep away from the spray
Sure, you wanna smell good but perfume is just too risky. You could spray too much. And we already know he'll spray too much, so who wants fighting fragrances? Plus, what if you use the same perfume as his last girlfriend? Or worse, his mother?
Fight fidgety clothing
If you're unsure if your ensemble is fidget-friendly, stand in front of the mirror for about five minutes. Tugging at your strapless bra? Pulling up your low-rise pants? Hey, why are you wearing those pants anyway? Didn't we cover that?
Watch your waist
There's no shame in it — we've all got pants that are a little snug in the waist. Even if they make your backside look fantastic, don't wear them. Trust me, he doesn't want to see you undo the top button of your pants at the dinner table and let out a big sigh of relief. Why don't you just belch while you're at it?
White-out
Statistics show that if you wear white, you'll up your odds spilling. And when I say statistics, I mean that this happens to me a lot. And I have a good feeling it would happen to you, too.
Hang up your hat
Unless you're going to a horse race, avoid hats. He won't be able to see that great pair of eyes. Plus it falls into the fidgety category. So skip the hat: visors, berets and definitely those trucker hats. Even Ashton says they're over.
Forget the fancy footwear
I would never tell you to not wear cute shoes. But stay off the super high heels. Imagine this: you've got blisters. He has to carry you to the car. You'll whine that you're too heavy. He'll assure you that you're not. Now your shoes have caused you to have a weight complex. But then again, what doesn't?
So now that we've dissected your entire closet, what should you wear on a first date? Or a second or third? Most importantly you wanna look good and feel good. And ask yourself, what does this outfit say about me?
"I'm sophisticated."
"I'm playful."
"I'm easy."
Or you could ignore my advice and just spell it out on your new, pink novelty shirt: "I'm your future wife."
| Thursday, June 24, 2004
im bored. im bored. im bored. im slpy. im slpy. im slpy. hahahahhahas. anyway, haven't been updating here becos i had been hanging out with my dear. hahahas. soo..wanna know more, then check tt out. hee. erhs. so ya. i went for trg today bd only 3 pathetic ppl turned up. 3, including me. lols. okae. yea, met dear after trg. went novena bk to eat, then went swimming. had a fun time. hee.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MS YEK!!!!!!
oh yah. they're having bbq tmr. bd i don think im going. lols. nt in the mood. bd know what?? i wanna shop!!!!!!!!!! shopping therapy. tt's what gi calls it?? hmm. and i just bought a zara skirt yesterday. sheesh.
ciaos!!!
| Tuesday, June 22, 2004
hais. im bored at hm. just had my lunch. dearie went swimming with his friends. so ya. asked me to go alng bd i don want to. lazy luuuhhh. lols.
hmm. will be going shopping with him tmr. yeahhh!!!!!!!! like my final shopping b4 the ultra super boring sch starts man. ahhhhh!!!!! im gonna be soooooo darn bz agn. hais. i hate it. bluehs. anyway. i can't wait to shop. so yea. shall make kp myself with tt thot.
ciaos!!!
| Saturday, June 19, 2004
i reached hm like 1.30 and slpt all the way till nw.
finally i can start slping well agn. haven't been slping well for the past few days becos of my dear dear's bdae. kept wondering if everyth will turn out well, well, it did. im rrly happy and thankful who make this a success. THANKS GUYS!!!!!! THANKS FOR EVERYTHING. if nt for you ppl, this party can nvr be held.
shall go into the details nw.
met rai, jill and tiffany at yck mrt at 10.30 to pass them the chips, tongs, brushes, bottle opener, soccer ball and beach volley. they are gonna proceed to the destination, which is sentosa, with the rest. met my dear at 11.30 then we went sentosa.
pretended tt nth is gonna happen, no plans, just the two of us spending his bdae together. bd he did suspect tt i planned smth for him. plus i kept smsing after we met. had to report location. lols.we reached there after awhile. i was suppose to put suntann oil for him and then jacky and the gang will come and throw him into the sea. in the end, what happened was, he said he wanted to go to the toilet, then as we were walking there, the whole grp of them ran out. ben, jacky, kenneth, adrain, went out to get him. strip him and threw him into the water. tifi, jill, rai, alicia gt me. and i was too thrown in. i expected it. hahahs. alrites. then we all sat in the water and talk. i made all confessions. okae. soon after, we went to put our stuff. played sm games. suntanned with him, went into the water with him.
bbq started ard 6 plus. wee seng, shahrul, gi and leang came. we cut the cake then we played truth or dare. drank in the meanwhile. we all had fun. everyone took the monorail together. made alot of noise and all. went for a walk at the beach while the guys went to play beach volley. he told me alot of things. was rrly touched. they mean a whole lot to me. really. i chilled out with the girls after he came back while he played beach soccer. me n jill chilled in the tent too. with a can of heineken each and a packet of chips. talked and all. spent the whole night with dearie in the tent. he was tired and wanted to slp. i accompanied him. talked alot too. we came out a few times to eat and talk with the rest. chilled out by the beach in the morning. all of us went eat at habour front. all of us includes jill, ws, shahrul, jacky, ben, kenneth, adrain. i was having a gastric and i felt really bad. really bad. i slpt in the train on my way back. first time i rrly fall aslp in the train. i was tt tired and my gastric was tt bad. he sent me hm in a taxi. and ya. tt's abt all.
i had a great day. im sure u too. we've spent more than 24 hrs together for the first time. i have more memories to add to nw. i know deep inside tt if anyth shld happen to us this time round, it will be even harder for me to stand up on my own agn. i knew it. i wont ever be able to forget uu and i know, if we were to go our own ways, next time, no matter hw wonderful my next bf can be, the memories tt i will have with him, can nvr beat what i've been thru with uu. there's just too many things to forget. i wont ever want to forget anyth. even the quarrels and all. cos they play a part in our r/s. u've been in my life for ard 2 yrs for nw. it may be short or long, bd, u play a big part.
i love uu.
| Friday, June 18, 2004
darn. i can't slp last night. guess i slpt barely a few hrs only. im rrly tired, bd my mind's soooooo active!!! im looking forward to today. i want to see his reaction, want to know how he feels abt everyth. hee. i hope everyth will turn out the way i want it to be!
went out yesterdae to get sm stuff done. it was kinda fun. lols.
hee. oh yahh...i realise i din even tell u where im going for today and for whatever reason aight?? urhs. hahahhas. im going sentosa with darling. IT MY DARLING'S BURFDAY!!!!! happy burfday dear!!!!! hahhahas. shall leave whatever things i wanna say to u till ltr yea?? hhahahshahs.
ciaos!!!
btw. i wont be back tonight. stay over. so yea!!
| Wednesday, June 16, 2004
hhahahahhahahahhs. this is fun! planning smth for my hubby! bdae on fri yea. guess we're all gonna have fun! for peeps who noe what im talking abt. shhhhhh!!! finally, i guess, after sat, i'll be broke, and tired. then, i shall seriously start mugging. yes. i hope soo!!
hee.
ciaos!
| Monday, June 14, 2004
hais. im suppose to be studying and mugging and studying n mugging nw. alrites. more like for the whole hol. bd. guess what?? i haven't actually done neth. shucks!!! i've been bz. tt's all i noe. bd bz with what?? tt, im nt sure. hais. hw man?!! i've been trying to study bd i just can't concentrate. im always nt in the mood to. ahhhhhss!!! sm body save me!
i was actually doing abit of physics then i decided to on the com. as in just 'on the com'. i ended up getting tom yam cup noodles and a glass of apple with aloe vera juice and im here. chatting while typing this entry. gosh! i better do smth abt this.
vrrrroooooommmmmmm!!!!!!!!!
wait!! nt forgetting to mention. i miss him!!! =P
| Sunday, June 13, 2004
gosh. im so bored nw. tt's why im here.
im going out to bugis with my mum ltr. i wanna go out nw!!!!!
i miss him!!!! ahhhh!!!
| Saturday, June 12, 2004
hee. he called me just nw ard 9 plus. happy happy!!! hahhas. had been waiting for his call. we talked for like only 2 mins or so bd its gd enuf. hahahs. im just happy.
shall talk abt my day nw. wait. last nite first.
i cldnt really slp last night. hee. i think im weak. he's only leaving for 4 days. cried for awhile last night when i talked to him. and this morning when he called me. we were msging me at first. in the end he called me and say gd bye. i was sad. teared. cldnt help it. yes, im weak. ya. definitely. hee.
aight. on to today.
went sentosa with alicia. this plan was actually cancelled bd then decided to go ahead with it. went there ard 10 plus reached ard 11 plus 12. the sun was gd, bright and hot. just perfect for suntanning. maybe even for burning. lols. cos i am burnt. im red. lols. bd i like it. i know its harmful for my skin. erhs. yea. i just like it. i guess ppl close to me knows tt i love it! lols. there werent exactly many ppl bd, quite abit. there was this chicky club program there. hosted by daniel ong. the songs were kinda irritating bd well, its for the kids. hahas. we went to the waters for awhile. din actually do neth. just rotted by the beach. exactly what i like to do. who says u gt to go to the beach in grps?? *bluehs.
i guess there are alot of weird ppl these days. ppl just love to stare. alicia u get what i mean?? im sure u ppl out there have experienced this. doesnt it makes u wanna go up to them and ask them. is there smth on my face?? lols.
ciaos.
| Friday, June 11, 2004
weeee~ went ecp yesterdae with my dear dear. it was a very cool and wonderful day. as i was saying in the other blog, the sun was gd, the company was even better, everyth was wonderful. i wished yesterdae would last a longer time. hais. well, nvm, at least i enjoyed myself to the fullest. hee. =)))
we met at yck at 10.30. yes dear, i was late, sorie for making u rush like mad. i did too. all becos of all the bets. lols. bd it was fun. hahahhaas. alritttess, then we took an hr ride to ecp. we ate at mac. then sat at sm stone table after tt b4 we went blading. i bladed and he cycled. he does nt know hw to blade, tt's why. bd!!! he's gonna take up blading for my sake!! so sweet yea?? hahahas. tt's why i love u! okae okae, after all these, we went sit at the stones area. enjoying the breeze, enjoying each other's company. soon after, we went to 7-11, then went hm.
it was a rrly enjoyable day.
thns dear, for being sooo wonderfully nice to me. thns for sacrificing. thns for everyth tt u have done. i appreciate everyth and i will definitely kp them in my heart.
*muaks.
| Monday, June 07, 2004
shucks. i wonder why the red wine tt im drinking right nw makes me feel sick. hahas. im having headache agn. first time, im feeling like tt just after a glass. gosh. seriously, wassup with me??
anyway, went for EL course today at s'pore power building. the course was alrite. conducted by Doc Steve Bird and his wife Cindy Bird. they are bth very gd speakers. the lesson was alrites and stuff so ya. shall stop talking abt tt.
we went shopping after tt. oh yah. 'we' refers to priss, rai, ming yuan, gi, tiffany and margaret. erms..yea. went to marche. shopped ard heeren. then taka, then wisma, then zara at liat towers, then starbucks. rotted for abt an hr or so. procceeded to fareast. took sm neoprints and i guess we went hm after tt.
not much to mention after tt so ya. i don't feel like going on with anyth. yeah.
ciaos!
| Saturday, June 05, 2004
letter to tiffany. n maybe to sm of my babes.
" Hey babe. guessed we haven't actually had a gd conversation in a long while yea. i tried for a moment to make to talk bt u wldnt. Anyway, this letter is smwhat gonna be like a reply to smth frm ur blog. im sorie if i've neglected u, and of cos, our grp of frens. really sorie. at first, i din realise, bt obviously i did soon after. i've tried getting u out, talking to u bt rrly, nth comes out. i'm sad too aight. to see our friendship in this way. its smth tt i din expect to see. erms. im to blame for this. im nt pushing the blame to myself bt yea..im just stating a fact. i guess its like i've nelglected u ppl at first, tt's why im feeling it too. had been feeling it for the past few days. bt its okae. i understand tt's why i haven been saying anyth.
i know u fear rejection. Me too. bt i've tried. maybe nt hard enuf bt yea. i know u tried to. erms. i can still go out with u guys. i'll be more than willing to do so. however, it can no longer be an in promt to case, like before. tell me beforehand or what, then i'll try my best to make it there.
erhs. im nt trying to ask for neth here. just want u to know hw i feel abt this. i can tell u. i still treasure our friendship like before. i do. "
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erms. its ms yek's last day today. very depressing. smhw it just seem like all the nice ppl ard me, are leaving. as for sm of my frens..i guess its like i dunnoe how to treasure them,unknowingly neglected them and stuff tt's why. i suck at time management. im sorie babes. nw, i don rrly have much ppl to turn to. bt its okae. im still fine and all. i guess. i still have alicia, my neighbour and jo ann tho. two ppl tt i speak to most of these days. other than my dear. guess they are the ones tt know more abt my happenings. they are just always there. esp alicia. thns guys. ohh...back to ms yek. yea. was very sad when i heard the news bt then agn, im happy for her. quite a few girls cried when we heard the news, tt's like including me. had been trying hard to control bt of cos, to no avial.
she's been a reaally great, wonderful teacher. Smone tt's really concern abt us, smone tt stands in our shoes and think. i guess she's been doing alot for our class. One more reason why i'll miss her is because she spends alot of time with us. she's just like one of us. anyway, there's nth i can do now bt to tell her this. im just gonna leave a msg here. " Ms yek. thns for everyth tt u've done. u've been a successful teacher. all the best in life. May things come ur way. Take good care. I wont forget uu. I'll miss uu. Last bt nt least. You Rawk!!"
As for the rest of the day. nth much happened. so yah. ciaos!
| Tuesday, June 01, 2004
yea! finally im able to come in and blog myself. using my bro's laptop. i need to do this man. realised blogger has gt a new outlook and so hw long has this been?? i think im
seriously lagging. hee.
well. my day has been nt too bad for the past few days. nth special. kinda boring with ppl nagging at me abt the Os, reminding me tt its happening at the end of this yr, which is only in a few mths time. im tired of hearing tt and i gt to continue to listen to it till the exam ends. i need to get a life. luckily i have him by my side. listening to my complains and whining. hahahs. thanks dear. =) oh yah. nt forgetting my friends too.
he's sick today. visit him alone after lesson. fed him porridge. he's pretty sick. my poor boy. hahhas. better take care and get well soon yea?? actually i felt kinda helpless just now cos there seem to be nth i can do to make him feel better except to tell him to take care. hais. i dun even rrly know hw to take care of myself i guess. maybe tt's what he'll say. hee
tmr's our 2nd mth anniversary. if we hadnt broke up the first time round it wld be 23mths man. like wow!! lols. well.
alrites. i gt to do an impt task now. so ciaos!!!
[ my heart aches when ure sick. get well real soon dear. i wanna see a healthy uu. i love u.]
- tina/teena =)
- sexy seventeen
- 280688
- angmokionorth pri. anderson pri. naval base secondary. catholic jc.
- singapore!
- tinatoh88@hotmail.com
- i am. a procrastinator. full of crap. quite materialistic. vainpot. noisy. pampered. indecisive.
- Loves. orange. black. turqoise. green(my current fav).
- the sun and the sea! suntanning. rollerblading. netball. badminton. swimming. sports.
- shopping. bikinis! clothes! sleeping. eating. talking. music.
- apples. watermelon. oranges. mango. fruits!
- the sweetest buds ard me! nbss clique and current clique.
- Hates. creepy crawlies. insects. breakingup. disappointment. backstabbers. liars. hypocrites.
gillian
tiffany
jaymie
alicia
alicia(nbss)
jillian
kahyee
benedict
kairenk
kenneth
raihanah
weilin
cornelius
michelle
elena
jeslyn
christopher
aloysius
shunxie
the shots.
ndp/club
racial harmony
hollandv
birthdaypics
random sch pics
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