| Wednesday, May 26, 2004
Oooooo gi!!!!!! Ur blog entry rawks! I guess tt eagle’s seriously getting on everyone’s nerves yea?? I wonder what the hell is wrong too. Lols. Oh fine..he din rrly gt on mine but yea. Hee.


Had a bad fall during netball yesterdae. Clashed with rai and I sprain my leg. Its swollen now. I skipped school because of tt cos I kant walk in the morning. Dammit. It hurts badly. Was quite sad cos if I kant go sch means I kant see him. Well. In the end I did, cos he came with jill! Lols. Thns babe! He rubbed my leg for me. Hahas. Thns dear! Oh yah..he said hi to my dad. Lols. Went to bullion park to satisfy my craving. Jo ann came alng. Jill came hm after tt. I talked to him on the phone ltr in the nite. And now. Here I am! Watching American Idol too. Hahas. Kinda boring now. Lols.


Hais. Now im rrly lame. Gt to wear slipper to sch tmr I guess. Hais. So uglieee!!! Hahhas. Alrites.
Ciaos!


[ thns dear. Thns a lot. ]

5/26/2004 10:31:00 PM
| Monday, May 24, 2004
“the most impt thing in lyfe is to learn how to give out love, and let it come in. Let it come in. We think we don’t deserve love, we think if we let it come in, we’ll become soft. But love is the only rational act.”

“sometimes you cannot believe what you see, you have to believe what you feel. And if you are ever going to have other people to trust you, you must feel that you can trust them, too-even when you’re in the dark. Even when you’re falling.”

These are two things tt I’ve learnt frm the book Tuesday with Morrie. That’s a wonderful bk. Real nice. Real philosophical. There are many things for you to learn frm. Go check it out.

Think I haven mention neth abt last fri. shall briefly talk abt it. Went funan after sch to eat tacobell. Make it up. Hee. Erms..we walked ard after tt and ended up in boat quay. Set outside the UOB building. By the river bank. Walked to esplanade, then to marina then we headed home. Nth much. Hahas. But it was fun. Alicia came over after tt. Watched love actually, the uncensored version and know what I think??? Its sick. Lols. We skipped those parts. Disgusting.

Stayed hm on sun morning. Was planning to stay hm to rot but went to bishan with Alicia instead. Very sudden decision so yah. Hahas.

Went out with him today. Ate prata at lower pierce. Was quite a sudden decision. The food was quite disappointing. Hahas. But nvm. We talked abt having fd hunting during the hols. We have lots of plans during the hols. Hee.
Alrites. Today was also a fun day.
Ciaos!!

[ I have no regrets in knowing you. I wouldn’t know how first love felt like if I hadn’t known you. So wonderful. So sweet. So miraculous. ]



5/24/2004 10:36:00 PM
| Sunday, May 23, 2004
God! It’s a damn eventful day today. Pretty scary too. You’ll get what I mean. Hahas. Went rollerblading in the morning with my sis in law. Practically spent the whole day with her. Oh yah..we were feeling restless and bladed for only 2hrs. hais. Quite bad huh. Kinda disappointed. Erms alrite then. We went suntec and then to the pacific coffee nearby. Rotted there for lyk ard 1hr then we went to ppick nel up at sajc. Hahas. So fortunate rite he?? Hahas. Went Holland V for dinner. SPIZZA. U call tt place. Walked ard after tt then went to starbucks for awhile. Here comes the best part of the story. We were talking abt driving real slowly so tt I can spend more tym with him. In the end. We really came hm late. The car punctured on CTE. Lyk man. Erms. Did I mention tt that we were quite lucky the whole day?? We got all the very gd lots. And the lucky lucky lucky thing was. Miraculously, when we were abt to call my dad to come, tt’s lyk the only way out, a tow car lorry drove by and stopped. Such a perfect time to come rites?? He changed the tyre for us. And yea. Everyth was fine after tt. How lucky can we get? Hee. I was quite scared when we had to call my dad. But yea. At least everything is over now.


On our way back. A lot of things went thru my mind. Thinking back abt last time. The first time me and him gt together. Then the breakup. Then all the missing and wanting. Then the second patch up and now..this final beautiful and eventful one. I thought abt today. Everything just seem so coincidental, so arranged. All the bickering over things..all the small and trifle matters are just like the things tt happened today. The breakup=tyre punctured. Then the smooth ride hm= now, when we’re together agn. Fear. I thought to myself. I don’t know what would happen to us next time. Everything’s so unpredictable. The tyres punctured so suddenly just lyk when we broke up. What would happen the next time?? Im too afraid to think abt it. Things are too good now. I don wan a snap back to reality any sooner. I want this to last. A whole lot. A mighty long time. I mean it. I love him more than anything now.


5/23/2004 11:04:00 AM
| Thursday, May 20, 2004
Hiyeeeee!!!!!! Went to town with him today. Had lots of fun. Hahahas. Lots of laughing gas man. Bth of us simply just kant stop lafing. Hehe. Saw this nice nice nice bikini tt I lyk. Nel lyks the halter tho. Lols. Bth are nice..but no figure..sad!! hais. Its okae. Lols. Im too poor to buy anyth now. Hahas. Oh yah..our purpose for going town today was to eat taco bell. My fav fd tt I haven eaten for a long tym but the entire top storey of shaw is closed becos sm bolleywood star’s coming. Lols. Darn unlucky yea?? But its okae. Going to eat the one at funan tmr. Looking forward. Hee-

Gt back sm of my results. Erms..i think there’s smwhat a little improvement in sm of the subjects but the overall result are still quite bad. Sad. Nvm. I’ll work hard frm the june holidays onwards. It’s a promise!!!
Ciaos!
[ everyth is so beauuutifuuuul now. Let us make this last forever. Shall we?? ilu* ]


Hoobastank-The Reason

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

5/20/2004 09:21:00 PM
| Sunday, May 16, 2004
Hey hey hey!!!! Man..i haven update my dear bloggy for a mighty mighty long time yea??? Sorie guys!! Hee. Com’s rather problematic these daes. Erms and ya..its nt fixed yet. Dear posted this for me. Hee. Thns dear! Anyway..get back to updating ppl abt my life. *winks

2/5 Sunday 2004. This day was the one mth anniversary for me and my dear. It was a rrly enjoyable and wonderful day. Simply just enjoying each other’s company I guess. Tt was enough. He gave me more assurance tt day too. I realize I love him moree than we started off. Started off our journey together agn. He gave me a pretty necklace. Rrly like it a lot. Thns darling!

5/5 Wednesday. Was quite ill tt day. Had rather a rather high fever in sch and I guess I gt him rrly worried. Hee. Seems like I rrly dunnoe how to take care of myself huh. Lols. Oh he waited for me as usual but this time just to send me hm. Was suppose to study in sch but too sick. In the end. We went novena to eat after bio cos I told him I was hungry. Bought fish porridge. He insisted on feeding me. So sweet yea?? Isn’t tt tts whye I love him??? Lols. Shucks. Im getting rrly mushy aint I ?? went hm after tt. Visited the doc in the night. Throat infection. How nice?? At least I have him by my side..taking care of me.

6/5 Thursday. Was absent from sch. He and tiffany visited me at my hs. So nice of them yea?? Special thanks to fifi. Hee. U noe what I mean. Lols. Rrly nice of you. Always a great friend.[ he’s so nice tt he will call me to remind me to take my medicine and call me just to ask me to drink more water. And to take care. ] *grins.
The rest of the week was boring. Busy preparing for the exams. Hate it when I gt to study when im sick. So unbearable. Hais. What to do. Last min revision. Hopefully my results wont be too bad. Well, at least I studied yea?? We’ve been going to amk library everyday after the papers. Studied together. Had fun.

14/5 Friday. As usual. We went to the library. Ate kfc after tt. He sent me hm. That day was rrly simple and gd. Enjoyed ourselves. Hee.

15/5. Saturday. Yesterdae. Exams. Went out with my whole grp of friends. Started off with tiffany, yanti and her bf, gi, kong, Alicia and zach, and marcus. Was planning to watch movie but full hs. Too bad. Lols. Went to town instead. Walked ard. Watched sm drums performance. Rawks man. I always love their performance. Priss and yew han came to join us. Leang came too. We went to zara at Liat towers. Bought a simple white skirt. Hee. Was unplanned. But I like it. And guess wad? Im broke. Oh yah. U guys must be wondering whye he didn’t join us. Shant say the reason here. Was quite disappointed but I understand. he made it up tho. Met him at yck after everyth.

16/5 Sunday. Today. Sent my bro to the airport in the morning. He’s going China. Went rollerblading with my sis in law. She drove today. Hahas. Anyway, we bladed for 4hrs str8. rawks man. Damn kicky. Lols. I have the racer back mark on my back. Gt sun burn. Lols. Had fun today.
Man. This is a super duper long entry. Sorie ppl! What to do??? Hahas. Ciaos!!!



5/16/2004 08:25:00 PM
stuff
- tina/teena =)
- sexy seventeen
- 280688
- angmokionorth pri. anderson pri. naval base secondary. catholic jc.
- singapore!
- tinatoh88@hotmail.com
- i am. a procrastinator. full of crap. quite materialistic. vainpot. noisy. pampered. indecisive.
- Loves. orange. black. turqoise. green(my current fav).
- the sun and the sea! suntanning. rollerblading. netball. badminton. swimming. sports.
- shopping. bikinis! clothes! sleeping. eating. talking. music.
- apples. watermelon. oranges. mango. fruits!
- the sweetest buds ard me! nbss clique and current clique.
- Hates. creepy crawlies. insects. breakingup. disappointment. backstabbers. liars. hypocrites.

gillian
tiffany
jaymie
alicia
alicia(nbss)
jillian
kahyee
benedict
kairenk
kenneth
raihanah
weilin
cornelius
michelle
elena
jeslyn
christopher
aloysius
shunxie


the shots.
ndp/club
racial harmony
hollandv
birthdaypics
random sch pics



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