went shoppin n watched movie wif jo n alicia. met tifi b4 watching our movie. saw gary n maggie. hais. i don lyk seeing ppl frm my sch when im in town. hmm..our dae was kinda farn. btw..we watched SCHOOL OF ROCK. its a cool show. haha..i think de drummer is nt bad looking. lols. hmm..we saw quite a few shuai guys 2dae. guess de 3 of us din see any nice or gd looking guys for a long tym n we were lyk freakin' out. hahaha...bud it was fun!
im going over to jo's hs to drink ltr. it wld be fun n a gd toking tym. will update u when i come back.
okae..im gonna tok abt my new yr resolutions now. i shall name them one by one.
1st. im gonna to quit being a slacker n a blardy procrastinator. i wanna stop for a yr. lols. hopefully i can make it.
2nd. im gonna stop being lazy becos i don wan a lyfe full of regrets. im gonna do my best in everything. im gonna grab my chance to do everything i wish to do.
3rd. im going to kp fit cos im growing sidewaes alreadi. hahas.
alritex..these are roughly wad i wanna do. will update agn ltr. ciaos!
| Tuesday, December 30, 2003
yeah!!! i meet up wif tiffany 2dae..so happie..i din see her for such a long tym. we went to eat sakae. i was damn full man! i had my lunch at 1plus n im lyk having my dinner at 4plus?? hais. i cannot make it alreadi. did i mention tt my familie's calling me pig? dey were lyk saeing if next tym wanna buy clothes for me must buy L size alreadi when i use to wear S?? omg!!! haha...im crazee..being paranoid agn. oh yah...i went for my dental appt before i went to meet tifi. had 2 fillings. din go dental for such a long tym n my dentist was saeing..wah..din see yoo for such a long tym alreadi. hee..i hate to go to de dental. gonna have another appt next wed. i don look forward to it!! went parking wif jo n alicia after i came back frm de dinner. we're going out togede tmr. lunch. watch movie. shop. whahaha..im looking forward to it...it may be my last dae to go out in 2003. hais. de year passed so fast. i hate it. i don lyk it. i simply hate it!
2003 is a realli bad yr..except for smths...bud agn..i think i've matured after everything tt happened. i've learnt frm them. i guess. hee..
bye!
| Saturday, December 27, 2003
haha..since im shoo bored. i decided to write smth in here. dis is wad i've extracted frm 17 mag. i think its realli true and helpful to ppl who're going thru de painful post breakup period. hopefully these ppl will find it of any help.
ppl who are reading de jan's 17 issue will noe where i extract dis frm.
how to break it off.
when done properly, a breakup works lyk a gd r/s-bth ppl are on de same page and emotions are respected, wif honesty and sensitivity being most impt. Bud u also have to be honest wif urself. Personally, i nvr want to be de first to admoit a r/s osnt working. But i've learnt de hard wae tt u have to take care of urself, and smtyms tt means ending things. Lyk dis scenario: u noe tt things have changed n tt u and ur bf are better off w/o each other. When u reach dis pt. break it off. End it b4 u're constantly bickering n wind up in a screaming fight at 2 in de morning in ur bf's apartment, where he's asking qn to which he doesnt want to hear de ans and ure sick of replying, n his "totally controlling" n ure a "heartless bitch", n things spiral out of control tt u find urself calling ur parents n waking them up n asking them to come dwn to pick u out becos u have to get out of ur bf's hs asap. de tym immediately after a breakup is de most diff. dis is when u need a fren who will be a shoulder to cry on. u noe, de fren hu listens sympathetically to u, helps u list ur bf's imperfections, den takes u out n buys u a drink and tells u when a hot guy is checking u out. Needing dis kinda support is nt weakness; its human nature.
Being friends
Smth i've been reluctant to concede is tt in losing a bf, i also lose a fren. Unfortunately most ppl(esp guys) are unwilling ti accept an arrangement in which they stay buddies wif their former partners w/o any of de physical benefits. As diff as it is, u have to, agn, step back n be honest wif urself. Do u realli want to be "just frens"? Or are u clinging on to de remnants of a r/s ure nt quite ready to let go of?
Once a r/s ends, let it end completely. Give it space. dis is diff when ure running into ur ex all over de campus. Its okae to sae 'hi' n be pleasant to each other in de dining hall, bud don try to re-hash de breakup over n over. dis is tiresome, annoying practice. rmb, an irritating ex isnt high on de list of potential frens. So let things lie for a while; be cordial, bud don force closeness. Don pick up ur fone n dial ur ex's no. when ure lonely. Call a fren instead. Don booty call ur ex either. If u must mess ard, now is nt de tym to do if wif smone to whom ure emotionally att.
Lose ends
wad do u do wif de starf uve given ur bf or let him borrow? My perfect solution is to have de ex put all of de starf in a box n leave it at one of my fren's place until im ready to deal wif it. Wadeva u do in these situations, kp ur dignity, esp if de breakup was bad. Looking gd is de best revenge.
Rmb tt a breakup doesnt mean ure suddenly sm heinous beast. ure still de same fabulous person ur bf wanted top be wif in de beginning even tho things didnt work out. In fact, ure better than de fabulous person ur bf wanted to be wif, becos ure one step closer to realising wad kind of r/s works best for u.
hmm..nice? sm of these have gone thru my head b4. hais.
nites.ciaox!
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had tuition dis morning. hais. as usual. how nice kan tution be right? bud at least..it wasnt very very tiring dis tym round.
dammit. im shoo bored now!!! arrggghhhh!!!
PS:did i mention i gt a box of sins chocolate for xmas? and tt my bro bought me 2 tops? de tops wasnt exactly christmas prezzie tho. hmm..wadeva!
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had tuition dis morning. hais. as usual. how nice cld tution be right? bud at least..it wasnt very very tiring dis tym round.
dammit. im shoo bored now!!! arrggghhhh!!!
PS:did i mention i gt a box of sins chocolate for xmas? and tt my bro bought me 2 tops? de tops wasnt exactly christmas prezzie tho. hmm..wadeva!
| Friday, December 26, 2003
i brought my contact lens for cleansing 2dae. haha..look sooo ugly wif my specs.
i had a nightmare last nite. it was horrible. i hate nightmares. i seldom dream actually..dunnoe why i've been having lots of them recently. bad! wonder if it's a sign tt smth's bad gonna happen to me. haha. maybe im thinking too much. my forehead was so wet when i woke up. i wenta slp wif my mum and she hugged me to slp. haha. im a baby..okae..i noe. im realli scared kae? shhh... hehe
nites. ciaox!
| Thursday, December 25, 2003
hmm..im feeling sick now. having flu n bad headache. i've been having headache for sm unknown reason. din do anything much 2dae except helping my parents at de shop. it was farn tho. there were lotsa ppl todae. gd dae. haha..
i read seventeen todae...it gt me thinking abt lots of things too. i realli wanna change for de better. lyk wad de magazine said..i wanna be a better student..i wanna be a better friend..i wanna be a better dotter. erms..i realli don wan a lyfe full of regrets. i even wrote a letter to jillian 2dae and im gonna to reply margarets letter tmr.
alrite..think i better go now..gt to slp early. nites ppl!
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i just came hm nt too long ago. i went shoppin' in de afternoon wif alicia. was planning to buy quite a few things bud didnt manage to get them. *sigh does it seem as tho im alwaz sighing? tt's bad! erms..aniwae..after tt..i wenta meet my sis n her frens for movie. guess wad show is tt? ure right! LOTR! hmm..im nt a fan of tt movie n its my first tym watching so when de movie started..i was kinda blur. haha..bud de movie was nice after wards. think i wanna watch de first n second wan le. hahahaa.. alritex..after de movie..we sat smwhere..drank smth and eat and now..im hm!
on de wae hm..when i was in car..lots of things went thru my mind. frm when im young..to when i went into my so called real r/s to wad im gonna do in de following years. it gifs me a weird perky feeling tt realli makes me wanna go all out to do things tt i realli wish to do..to gif my best to everything. its a nice bud smhow sad and regretful feeling. i like car rides. dey make me think of alot of things. looking at de cars n scenery outside as de car's moving is lyk clearing my mind awae...make me think of wad i should do..wad have i done wrong...all de thots.
okae...think i shld stop here.
Merry Merry christmas to everyone! May all de gd things come ur wae in de following year! and most of all..stay happie and healthy!
-bless-
| Tuesday, December 23, 2003
went rollerblading dis morning alone..wif my discman. i realise im getting lousy..just blade for lyk a few rounds and im tired alreadi. *sigh wad shld i do? sch's opening n lyk everythings's bad. sch work nt done..fitness level drop...still so slack. argghh!
hmm..i went to yck to meet steven in de afternoon then we took a taxi dwn to thomsan plaza. sat at starbucks..tok and he showed me his fotos frm aust. i helped him wrap a prezzie for his mum and de best thing was..i was de one tt went to buy de wrapping paper n scotch tape kae! wad a nice guy! whahaha.. we went to bishan after tt. nth to do marhs and steven wants to buy ankle guard..bud he kant get any...serve him right! lol...
anywae..im going shopping tmr wif alicia! wee~ so happie kae..bud hais..means i gt to spend lotsa money agn yarh? bad! bad! bud who cares? skool gonna start! i better enjoy first man!
tata*
| Monday, December 22, 2003
heya..i went blading just now in de evening..wif alicia..din realli sweat much..sad man. erms..had been watching tv ever since i came back frm tt. *haix don u think my lyfe's boring? i think so.
hmm..im going to meet up steven tmr. He wanna show me his fotos frm his aust trip and lyk update me on his starf i guess. haha..im bored newae..so i shld go ritex? hee..i sound nasty! am thinking wad to do tmr b4 i go out..boring! boring! boring! nvm..i'll see when i wake up tmr. alritex!
ciaox~
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| Sunday, December 21, 2003
hmm..i helped in my parents shop 2dae agn..*sigh im tired n sian..of cos..bud i have to help ritex? i kant be lyk going out and having farn everydae when my parents are working so hard over at de shop yah? plus..now they're short of helpers..all de more i have to help. hehe im fillial. btw..did i mention tt i cooked my own lunch dis afternoon? i cooked potato+meat porridge. don stick out ur tongue n sae yuks..its damn nice alrite!whahaha...tt's lyk my fd when im sick.
hey..here's a realli nice n true thing tt i read frm cleo. check it out!
This is for all girls who've read The Rules n are playing more mind games than a Russian spy. Are yoo guilty of making all ur r/s wif men a lot more complicated than they need to be? Do yoo demand flowers? Fall apart if he hasnt called in three daes? Think playing hard-to-get is de way to resolve problems? "The onli rule in love is to be urself, " says Green. "If its someone else's rule, its de way someone else loves. Love ur way." Morris offers this: "Instead of being worried abt wad he wants or what society says de 'right' thing is, how abt asking: 'What do i want?' Following ur instincts n fufilling ur wants n needs, if done respectfully, is a great way to go."
Is this lyk great advice for gers? i think its realli gd for me. i use to care abt he thinks of me, bud nt my frens tho. now..i realli think..i shldnt even care abt wad he thinks of me and lyk wad he will think if i dress in dis way or tt wae.
hmm. alritex..think i shall pen off now.
*winksx
| Friday, December 19, 2003
last nite i msged him asking how was his results for de n levels exam, he replied saying he's gt bad news for me, he gt promoted. im was lyk, tt was real gd news man, why de heck did he say tt tt's bad news. i asked him den he said cos i told him tt i don wanna see him nemore. i don think i said tt. im quite sure. haix...i wonder..
anyway, i saw him in skool when i went for trg. i din realli look at him tho. my fren told me he was wearing specs. dey sae he look lyk teacher siahx..haha..
erms..now i realli only treat him as fren alreadi. nth else. no more living in de past..no more feeling pathetic becos of him..no more booing over spilt milk..haha..glad for me? happie for me? im finally standing up on my own agn. pls don let nething happen. i don wanna fall agn!
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hey hey..dis is my first entry here..finally de template is working *hooray* hmm..im realli gonna start anew. lyk a new yr everything's gonna be new and hopefully better for me. dis is one reason whye i wanna get a new blog. i don wanna bring all de sad n bad things last yr into de coming yr.
anyway..it was a realli boring dae 2dae man..went for trg in de morning. i was late. hee..i planned that cos i was tired. am i bad or am i bad?? whahahaha *evil lafter* alritex..i stayed in my parents shop de whole dae to help out. i had to. guess im going to do that tmr too. sickening..i still have tution in de morning. argh
| Thursday, December 18, 2003
test.
- tina/teena =)
- sexy seventeen
- 280688
- angmokionorth pri. anderson pri. naval base secondary. catholic jc.
- singapore!
- tinatoh88@hotmail.com
- i am. a procrastinator. full of crap. quite materialistic. vainpot. noisy. pampered. indecisive.
- Loves. orange. black. turqoise. green(my current fav).
- the sun and the sea! suntanning. rollerblading. netball. badminton. swimming. sports.
- shopping. bikinis! clothes! sleeping. eating. talking. music.
- apples. watermelon. oranges. mango. fruits!
- the sweetest buds ard me! nbss clique and current clique.
- Hates. creepy crawlies. insects. breakingup. disappointment. backstabbers. liars. hypocrites.
gillian
tiffany
jaymie
alicia
alicia(nbss)
jillian
kahyee
benedict
kairenk
kenneth
raihanah
weilin
cornelius
michelle
elena
jeslyn
christopher
aloysius
shunxie
the shots.
ndp/club
racial harmony
hollandv
birthdaypics
random sch pics
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